The weirdness..

Sometimes in life... Do you ever feel this random.. Weird thing?
Like.. it's a common factor involved in every aspect of your life..

I call it "the weirdness".... or.. I guess at least, I do now.

I don't know yet if this time it is a good or a bad thing.
but.. life's just... weird.

For example.. Usually I either feel very sure, or very.. not sure.
And right now, it's just.. the weirdness.

Not that I feel NOTHING.. As a matter of fact, I feel a lot of different emotions, usually a couple a day.

But it's kind of like a waiting period I guess.
But a very unusual not very matter of fact waiting period.

I guess I'm kind of stuck. I want all these things, and maybe it's time I go get them.
How, I don't know.
But I do know I resolved to take more chances this year.

And sitting on my butt doesn't get me anywhere.

Oh no. Now I've gone and motivated myself.
Look at me. ;)

But seriously, isn't it about time I didn't worry about ANYONE else and did what I want?
I think I owe it to myself.

So tomorrow, watch out. Abby's coming out.
(Not of the closet. ha.)

-actually. if you haven't heard, i'm very much in like with a wonderful boy. (that has been the subject of many emo blog posts in my past) but now is my happy thought. who needs marbles?

so. now that i've been corny and confusing, and self-motivating..
I guess I've done what I'm best at..
Time for some sweet bed-rest & beauty-sleep.

Apparently I'll need it, because I'm breaking out of this cage I've confined myself to.

Night all.
Mucho love.