Hahahaha. Who am I kidding?
I have this theory lately being bluntly honest is the way to go. Holding stuff in hurts so much worse.
Why do people play stupid games? I don't understand.
Why can't I just say I'm hurt, and trying to get over it? That shouldn't hurt my pride at all. I mean, it's the truth.
It doesn't change who I am as a person or anything.. I mean everyone feels a lot of different emotions daily. It's ridiculous for everyone to act like everything is all peachy.
I'm usually a very happy person, and this hasn't changed that.. I mean I'm still super smiley all the time. And I have parts of me that are excited about the future. And all kinds of things are going on in my life.
But that doesn't change the fact that a part of me hurts 24/7 and I've been trying to hide from it, and distract myself.
Which brings me back to stupid games. This whole thing is apparently just ticking me off.
People need to learn to bring honesty back into their relationships.
Guys everywhere are being sooooo stupid. If you don't want to be with a girl, and never want to again, TELL HER! I see so many of my friends hanging on to these silly boys that aren't being honest. I don't think they honestly enjoy seeing these girls hurt, but they don't realize that being straight up with them is the best thing!
I know from experience that holding on to a slim chance is very unhealthy. And yet I can't stop myself because the mean guy won't just tell me he hates me. I mean sheesh. It would be so much easier that way! But instead they lead us on, not realizing they're doing it.
A Lonely September by the PWT's just came on my playlist. Sad day.
I'm going to bed now. :\
I have this theory lately being bluntly honest is the way to go. Holding stuff in hurts so much worse.
Why do people play stupid games? I don't understand.
Why can't I just say I'm hurt, and trying to get over it? That shouldn't hurt my pride at all. I mean, it's the truth.
It doesn't change who I am as a person or anything.. I mean everyone feels a lot of different emotions daily. It's ridiculous for everyone to act like everything is all peachy.
I'm usually a very happy person, and this hasn't changed that.. I mean I'm still super smiley all the time. And I have parts of me that are excited about the future. And all kinds of things are going on in my life.
But that doesn't change the fact that a part of me hurts 24/7 and I've been trying to hide from it, and distract myself.
Which brings me back to stupid games. This whole thing is apparently just ticking me off.
People need to learn to bring honesty back into their relationships.
Guys everywhere are being sooooo stupid. If you don't want to be with a girl, and never want to again, TELL HER! I see so many of my friends hanging on to these silly boys that aren't being honest. I don't think they honestly enjoy seeing these girls hurt, but they don't realize that being straight up with them is the best thing!
I know from experience that holding on to a slim chance is very unhealthy. And yet I can't stop myself because the mean guy won't just tell me he hates me. I mean sheesh. It would be so much easier that way! But instead they lead us on, not realizing they're doing it.
A Lonely September by the PWT's just came on my playlist. Sad day.
I'm going to bed now. :\
1 comments:
I read this abby! i get it in an email and i read it :) so ha now you know some people do read it Love you
Hang in there
Love Tiff
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